So yesterday

Yesterday yesterday... so what happened yesterday?

Ming came over to have lunch. We tried cooking the fish that we bought from willy's and silly me added too much salt. I'm such a lousy cook! *frown* Anyway, I think the only easy way to cook the fish without screwing it up is to fry it with flour. Something like the fish in fish and chips heh.

We went to town after that =D It's to reward ourselves for finishing social policy! Didn't really get to walk around much... I didn't want to drag ming around to shop, it would be too boring for him. Think I'll walk around town by myself tomorrow =D Ming was telling me about his gf and stuff... and it was nice to hear how they've been together for 7 years. That's really a loonnnng time... it's amazing.

Tried cooking curry chicken and xiu yok at night. We were worried that the dishes wouldn't turn out nice... but we actually succeeded! *beams* We can still have good food when the rest are not around lol. Headed to T (or tea) bar after dinner... there were so many swedes in the club. The music was actually good! Lots of r&b =D Some of the songs weren't as nice cause they were translated to swedish. Bah. And they kept replaying this song... I got so sick of it! The one with 'everybody dance now!' I already heard it so many times at arts camp '06 heh.

Didn't really drink a lot... the alcohol was so overpriced inside. I guess we'll be going back though... when the rest come back. It's quite an interesting place... we saw many swedes dressed up in retro clothes... some came in afro wigs. The swedes are very expressive when it comes to dancing too. They hop around -alot-. Ohhh the swedish guy who came along with us, Marten, dances really funny... in a cute kinda way. I was trying not to laugh at him the whole time. He bought the both of us drinks (well I guess he can afford it since the government gives him allowance every month) We saw many chio swedish girls... they're like everywhere! So envious *sigh* The swedes really have good genes heh. And there's one thing I don't get... how do they get such great figures! It's unfaaaaaaaaaaaaaair. Anyway, I felt quite tired at the club... not sure why. I think I need to replenish my energy!

On a side note, I think I'm pmsing -_-

Lalala

Yay! I'm kinda done with swedish social policy. I don't know if I'll pass... I'm just keeping my fingers crossed. So it's two done and one more to go! I spent a great deal of time at ming's today trying to finish the essay. I think I'm pretty brain dead at the moment. Hehe.

Had cola chicken for dinner! It's really sweet... but still nice =) Paul and gabby joined us... it was nice to see them considering the fact that I've been cooped up in spoletorp for the past week. Hmm. I think I'm becoming hungry. I feel like snacking! Oooo I bought ham today *beams* Note to self: need to buy margarine.

I don't know why... it's 1.15am in the morning and I'm not feeling tired -_- I just feel like spacing out... think about nothing. Even blogging right now is kinda mind boggling. Hehe. I just got distracted by my nutella lol.

*sigh*

I'm going to miss lund when I go back. I'm going to miss lund soooo much. Life here is so idyllic.

It's been a long time

I haven't posted anything in such a long time. Oopsie ^_^ Nothing much has happened really... I've been in my room studying (not very productive I must say) development econs... doing swedish social policy and well, stoning. I should really get out. I think I have issues lol. I tend to coop myself up when exams are nearing. I should be going out there! I'm on exchange! Okay... but seriously, I have no idea how to pass this by studying minimally. Ahhh help. Nevermind... the paper's tomorrow and I'm just gonna do my best. Then I can finish social policy and gender.

Oh oh oh! I saw sleet for the first time two days ago. I was sooo glad that I wasn't outdoors. The weather's really unpredictable. The weather was so niceee last week (I even went out to play frisbee) but now it's starting to be cold again. Where is spring?! I see flowers blooming everywhere... but why isn 't the warmth here yet. -_- Looking out of my window right now... it's so gloomy. Haiiii.

Yuxian went off to munich this morning. I felt a little sad actually. I think I'm gonna miss having someone around to chat/cook/eat/gossip with. The rest are away in Eastern Europe too... only paul and ming are around. But I guess being alone has its perks. I can do whatever I want. I can go grocery shopping and buy comfort food =D Yay!

I feel like going somewhere. I want to have crazy fun. I want to do wild things.

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I don't know why... I feel sad. Perhaps I know the reason but I'm just in denial about it. I haven't felt like this in ages. It's a sinking feeling... with a tinge of trepidation. Is it just a combination of unfortunate events? Or is it more than that. I don't know. Maybe I don't wanna know. I hope I'm not going to lose you.

Decent Wednesday

I couldn't wake up for my 8am class this morning -_- My blinds weren't fully drawn... and I still couldn't drag myself out of bed. Ah well... I hope I didn't miss much.

Anyway... I went shopping today! Whee! There's actually a shopping center in Lund... it's called nova. It's quite near yixin's place actually... lucky girl. The outside of the shopping center looks really dreary though. It looks like expo... yah. Ugh. I'm not going to complain anymore though... cause the place has topshop, gina tricot and many other shops. Yuxian, yixin, elaine and I went around the place for two hours... we kinda left the guys alone to do their stuff haha. Had so much fun window shopping and gossiping with them. Thanks girls! =D I bought a nice black and white dress for 149 kronas... which is okay. Really satisfied with my buy. Not sure whether I'll get to wear it here though... I haven't worn my denim skirts yet. Feeling flabby. Hmm. Haven't reached the ba ba stage yet though... I hope not. (don't worry harris, I'm not going to seduce you haha)

We had the biggest pizzas for dinner! They were damn big lah! The big pizzas really make vildaden a more attractive place to live in. We finally went to yixin's place... it's quite cosy actually. Looks a lot like delphi's. Played lotsss of shithead at her living room. I was quite suay this time. Arghhhh. Gotta play at spoletorp next time! And don't sit next to gerald chew... or yixin haha. Elaine's the nicest!

Lots of reading to do... I can't slack anymore. Development econs is so heavy. -_- Ohhhh! Bleach should be out tomorrow! *beams*

Titleless

I think I'm getting addicted to watching Friends. So I try to do work... rush work... and then start watching. The whole cycle repeats... it's a very vicious evil cycle. And I hate reading my econs textbook! It's never ending... all these words... argh! I'm glad I went through my gender studies book though... and did my essay. I wanna go out shopping! I wanna buy things! I'm random! I think maybe it'll be a good idea to have another bridge/shithead card session at my place again. =D
I wonder... will I ever be ready to go for bible study? You know... take a leap of faith. It's just that as I grow older, it's hard not to become skeptical. I pray... but sometimes I wonder if anyone's really listening. Yuxian was just telling me that the day will come when I know I'm ready. Will I ever be ready? I don't know really.

I've always wanted to be independent. I remember there were times when I felt like I couldn't do anything by myself. I felt useless. It was all very frustrating. It really comforts me to know that I actually summoned the courage to apply for the exchange. I guess I should really thank feng. I've really learnt how to be a stronger person... I know that I can depend on myself. I guess everyone will have a few people in their lives who have made a difference. I'm glad we're still friends... you've taught me so much. Perhaps you don't know this, but you've played a great part in shaping the person I am today. Thank you! *hugs*