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I think I'm getting addicted to watching Friends. So I try to do work... rush work... and then start watching. The whole cycle repeats... it's a very vicious evil cycle. And I hate reading my econs textbook! It's never ending... all these words... argh! I'm glad I went through my gender studies book though... and did my essay. I wanna go out shopping! I wanna buy things! I'm random! I think maybe it'll be a good idea to have another bridge/shithead card session at my place again. =D
I wonder... will I ever be ready to go for bible study? You know... take a leap of faith. It's just that as I grow older, it's hard not to become skeptical. I pray... but sometimes I wonder if anyone's really listening. Yuxian was just telling me that the day will come when I know I'm ready. Will I ever be ready? I don't know really.

I've always wanted to be independent. I remember there were times when I felt like I couldn't do anything by myself. I felt useless. It was all very frustrating. It really comforts me to know that I actually summoned the courage to apply for the exchange. I guess I should really thank feng. I've really learnt how to be a stronger person... I know that I can depend on myself. I guess everyone will have a few people in their lives who have made a difference. I'm glad we're still friends... you've taught me so much. Perhaps you don't know this, but you've played a great part in shaping the person I am today. Thank you! *hugs*