I can't believe that it's the chinese new year period... sure doesn't feel like it. No reunion dinner with my family. No visiting. No ang pows. No snacking food. No nice red clothes. No comfort at home. I guess the first day of chinese new year was alright... we had a nice get together at spoletorp and everyone was in charge of a new dish. We had sooooo much food (but there was no yu sheng hai). There were drinking games of course... and some people got drunk. I didn't get drunk! Amazing isn't it? lol. I guess I wouldn't want to be though... being drunk will either make me laugh a lot... or it will make me depressed. I don't think I want to risk it... heh. I will post some photos that were taken that night!
Well... I actually feel really homesick atm. I reaaaaaaalllllly miss my friends. You know... friends who will always be there for you. Friends who will wait for you. Friends who won't make you feel alone. Friends who will laugh at you for doing silly things. I miss the high pitched 'hey babe!', the funny face, the short skirt, the incessant laughter, the caring voice, the girl talks, the powerpuff girl, the hugs, the suppers, the pseudo licking, the guy talks... and so much more. Though I'm sooo far away, I miss you all so much.
I think when one is left behind, one shouldn't sulk about it. One should pick herself up and move on. Don't ever feel sorry for oneself...don't blame anyone, that's a sign of weakness. Shit happens. Think about possible nice things that will happen. You won't feel so bad anymore =)
I know this is totally random... but I'm glad that I'm living in modern times. Not in an era where women are trapped in perfectly moulded stereotypical female roles. I'm glad I wasn't forced to marry someone at a tender age. At least we have the freedom to marry the person we like/love. After reading the book 'Money' by Benedictsson... I feel really lucky. I'm thankful for all that I have.
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