Being pensive

I think I'm getting used to living alone without my family. It's just very quiet in your room... and you have a lot of time to think about things. There's noone to tell you what you should do, noone to nag at you. Usually I don't feel that lonely since there's always msn and housemates in the corridor to talk to.

Suddenly, it just dawned on me that perhaps... I'm living the same life that I used to in Singapore. Back at home, I'm always in my room... my door is always closed. I rarely get out of my room... unless it's lunch or dinner time. My family members are pretty aloof actually. Mum's always watching her korean drama serials in her room... bro uses the computer most of the time. My granny sleeps in her room or watches the television in the living room area. Not a lot of communication in the house. -_- I think I mostly speak to my mum when I go out with her... either to the market or to places where she has to run some errands. We talk a lot in the car... but other than that, I don't think so. I miss those times when my dad was around... and we'll have funny conversations at the table. Laughing over dinner... eating fruits together. What happened to all that? I really don't know. There's also my sister... I miss staying with her under the same roof. I recall those times when we would laugh insanely over the most stupid things... and all those serious sharing conversations whilst lying on our bed. Life was so full of... life. heh.

I guess that is why I'm not feeling extremely homesick... or perhaps it's too early to say. *shrug* Anyway, I'll be going to copenhagen today! *beginning to feel excited* I won't be back still Sunday... I hope I'll have a blasting time over there. I heard it's a beautiful place... and I can't wait to see it for myself. Gonna miss talking to my friends back at home though... not going to be on msn for four days. *hugs* love you guys...